Today I found out some pretty sad news about one of my coworkers. Her newborn son passed away only days after being born. I almost don't even know what to feel because I can't imagine what they must be going through. I don't even want to think of that kind of pain.
I also have a sadness in myself. I once again took an opportunity to do something productive and wasted it on doing something that pleases me rather than get the things I need to get done completed. I know that I could of had this stuff done yet I still when the opportunity arises, take full advantage of what I can and exploit that. This generally gets me what I want and more. I am aware that this is my entitlement lifetrap speaking. I need to look around and find out why these things are still so important, when if I just did what I need to do the first time This would be helpful I think.

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