Saturday

Last night was pretty good because I got up without a fight and I am trying to be more conscientious of how I am treating my wife especially when I am tired. I also have been working on trying to accept the tasks that are being asked of me without putting up a huge fight. I need to remember that my wife and I are on the same side. We both want the same things. For this family to run smoothly and become an actual family. I know that Tia has my best interests at heart, so that is what I need to do for her as well. I also think that I am beginning to understand why I lied for so long. I was trying to avoid a conflict. I have since learned that the best thing to do is to face the problem head on. I think that I would like to implement into my marriage a time limit when tia and I sit down and just talk for 15 minutes each day. I think that will help me just get things out in the open and also help me just get them out.